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Time to Heal

It’s been about two years since I’ve last logged in this site. I’m home alone hearing mysterious bird singing outside. Time has flown by even though the pace feels very slow. I don’t know what the future holds but I am ready for this upcoming new year!

Here’s this poetry I wrote before my long hiatus, but didn’t publish it then, until I discovered it in my drafts after I logged in.


Photo taken by Me


Forgiveness doesn’t always mean

drink that poison you had just threw up

Let the antidote heal you

with just one cup

even though walking through these thorns really sucks

Just eat, drink and be merry until you’ve had enough

though it may taste bitter

but don’t be a quitter

these painful feelings will go away quicker

Let the phoenix down

bring your life back up

starting new again

You will never know what will happen

Keep holding on to that pain and you’ll

be the one who gets hurt

In the end






When I vent out these feelings
People give useless advice
Just so that they could feel wise
Thinking it would help
when in reality it really doesn’t

Instead of unclogging their thoughts
Opening their ears, eyes and hearts
They were too busy thinking of what to say
Believing in their own opinions

Expecting me to take their advice
like a pill to help soften the cries
Instead of taking the time
to walk an unbeaten path I tread
wearing a pair of old beat up shoes
and reading through these lines
Couldn’t help but wonder why?

Sometimes, I just want an ear. That’s all I asked.

Here I Am


I once was lost

in a solemn place

Was turned down by

a familiar face

Even though I felt so forlorn

I am caught by his grace

I feel alot more lighter

from his sweet embrace

You are the stone

that the house was built upon

You’ve forgiven me

even though I’ve done wrong

Now is the time

The time for me to give you my all

Here I am wide awake

Amongst the morning sunrise

Close your eyes

and you’ll find peace inside

Free at last

From your burdens

Spread your wings and fly away

But don’t look back or you’ll fall down

I the eyes of others

You were forgotten trash

But in my eyes

you are a treasure in disguise

that was so hard to find

I was looking up into the cloudy skies

But then I realised

I have forgotten

you were hiding in my heart

this whole time

You’ve given me

hope, courage and strength

You saved me from

a deeper heartache

One day I will no longer be alive

Your love for me will never die

You Don’t Really Love Me

photo taken by Kymme source:

photo taken by Kymme

I can see it in your eyes

You are a devil in disguise

You have such magnetic beauty

but so slick and so sly

That I can see your lies, seeping

through your teeth

As the snake slithers

My feelings for you has withered

into the dust

I don’t feel your love

All I feel is your lust

You don’t really love me at all

If this were true

Then I would be hearing God’s call.

From now on, it’s time for us to go apart

As I place this heavy lock in my heart

2015 Here I Come!

So far this year, I haven’t done much. Really, to be honest, but I have learned a lot.
Recently, in the almost ending of this year, I’ve been feeling content with life.

The list of things that I am grateful for, and some of the things that I couldn’t live without-

  • Shelter
  • Food
  • Water
  • My caring loving family and friends 🙂
  • Clothes and underwear.
  • Medical care
  • A warm cosy couch to sleep in.
  • The internet
  • A door
  • Music
  • Imagination

Thank you for the likes and for following this blog. I appreciate it. 🙂
I have not expected this to happen when I first started out.
2015 will be a new start for me, since I’m so excited to be moving this January!
If you’re reading this, I hope you have a wonderful new year.
I wish you a well and for a life filled with joy and laughter.


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Merry Christmas!

Photo taken by jeltovski

Photo taken by jeltovski

Putting up decorations

Wrapping presents

baking sweets

Making red and green treats

Mmmm.. Give me something good to eat!

Putting up colourful lights

That shine bright at night

Taking pictures

Taking a moment

and gazing in awe

At every sight

Let’s all cheer

For the coming of a new year!

Let’s all laugh

To tears

Just another cliche’d

Ryhme to read

Or hear

Looking out the window


Snowflakes slowly fall down

on the ground

Sitting in a warm cosy house

watching the fire burn

Hearing people

singing Christmas carols off key

Let’s all go out

and dance around the decorated tree

Let go of yourself for once

Spend our time with loved ones

and lift our spirits with glee

Don’t worry about

what other people think

Just dance and be free

Merry Christmas everyone!

You In My Arms

Photo taken by Mary R. Vogt

Photo taken by Mary R. Vogt

Every night
When I look up at the stars
They look like diamonds
Shining in the dark
I hear the light of the Harvest Moon singing
Look at it’s beauty
The creator hung for us to see
I counted the stars
All the way from Jupiter to Mars
Do you count them too?
Did you hear the moon sing to you?

When I dream of you
I wish those dreams were real
I wish you’d hug me from behind
I just wanna feel the chills
From the warmth of your body
We cuddle on the ground
Hearing you sing lullabies
I close my eyes
and pretend it all happened

When I think of you
I just wanna runaway
and tell you all of my secrets
Have your arms wrapped around me
and hear you say “Everything’s gonna be okay.”
Feeling you close and wiping those tears away

I will not regret
telling you these secrets
that scarred my mind
These secrets
that are hard to forget
It is lava boiling inside of me
I will burst if not let out

When I hear your whispers
Through the sound of waves crashing
Butterflies fly out of my stomach
My heart jumps out of the chest
Does this mean you’re nearby?
Or am I delusional?

When I see you there
I just wanna run to you
and hold you in my arms

Pretty Wings


Photo taken by pedrojperez

I saw you spread those Pretty Wings
As you took off into the sky
A feather floats down
It landed on my feet

I missed you so bad
The way you fly
Captivates me
I wish we could fly together

When I feel so sad
Thinkin’ bout you
Makes me happy
Hearing you sing helps me sleep

The next day
I see feathers

I see you standing there
With those wings now bare
Behind those glowing eyes
Your soul was driven to despair

I wish I was there
and now you’re gone
It’s too late

When I feel so sad
Thinkin’ bout you
Makes me weep
and I can’t sleep

Coming Home

Time flies

The grass dried

Summer’s coming soon

For a camel

There won’t be enough hay

There’s a Promise Land faraway

Says the Opa

who passed away

Zeltstadt is a few steps ahead

His parents waiting eagerly

Their faces etched with wrinkles

Hair thin grey

It says a lot on their

life journey

Their smile lit

up the world

They got off the camel

Mother and father

Embraced their son

With warm welcoming hugs

Things to Add to Vanilla Ice Cream

Taken by Iván Melenchón Serrano

Photo taken by Iván Melenchón Serrano

How to make Super EASY Sundae:

You’ll need:

  • 1 cup vanilla ice cream (of course!)
  • 2 tbsp of Nutella (or peanut butter)
  • 1 ripened bannana
  • 1/2 cup granola oats
  • cone (optional)


  1. Take out ice cream and let it soften.
  2. Smash the banana and mix it with Nutella.
  3. Add in the granola oats.
  4. Add the ice cream and mix it thoroughly.
  5. Pop it in the freezer for a few hours.
  6. When you’re hungry, take it out and enjoy!

Other stuff to add on plain vanilla ice cream:

  • oreos
  • sprinkles
  • strawberries
  • blueberries
  • acai berries
  • peanut butter
  • almond butter
  • cashew nut butter
  • pistachios
  • peppermint chips and unsweetened coco powder
  • shredded coconut
  • carob chips
  • peaches
  • pine nuts
  • maple syrup
  • chopped walnuts
  • waffle wafer
  • red dragon fruit
  • passion fruit
  • pomegranate
  • kiwi cut into small cubes
  • mango
  • papaya
  • pineapple
  • ube jam
  • Tapoica pearls of any kind
  • cinnamon roll
  • bonbons
  • macaroons
  • crushed sweet biscuits
  • cotton candy
  • citrus zest or juice

These are my list of weird ingredients on what to add to plain ol’s vanilla ice cream. If you have any strange and delicious ideas you’d like to add on the list, leave a comment!